FLY WITH THE ANGELS!

The pain was so bad for Pugs that we finally took her to the Vet yesterday and he ended her suffering. RIP sweet baby girl. Pugs 1997-2014. For 13 years she slept at my feet, and now that she is gone I am unable to sleep. Sage wont leave Debs side and when I take sage outside all she seems to do is look for Pugs.

Pugs body is buried in the woods close to our apartment in a nice cardboard box that the Vet gave to us, but her memory is buried in my heart.   

More Active

Pugs is more active, but still sleeps often. Her ears are clearing up(infection), and she is more active! When people won't donate to help save her life we took a more alternative approach. A Clove of fresh garlic enters her system daily. How do we do this when Pugs hates garlic? We bake them in cookies!!!



The tumors have stopped growing, which is a great sign, but the garlic does not reduce the mass, so by the beginning of next year we are going to start pugs on the mushrooms.

Garlic

Garlic is really a miracle drug. Just a few short months of putting garlic cloves into Pugs food and she is more active and healthy. Pugs plays with Sage more and seems less in pain.
Pugs did get an eye infection and I am currently treating it with tea bags steeped in water for 5 minutes and it is starting to clear it up, as long as I apply it once a day. The tumor in her breast stopped growing, but it is not minimizing, so I need to find a wonder drug that might help with that.

We will be moving to a cheaper apartment so we might have more money for her medication. It is also quieter, so maybe that will help her situation, or at least her healing abilities. I am seriously thinking about setting up a nonprofit for service animals and assistance dogs who may need help with expensive treatments and surgeries. I think that would be benificial to not only the animals, but to the people who need them. 

An Infection

Pugs is still here although no one has donated to her treatment. An awful infection around her eye is being treated with Black Salve, but the wound looks horrible. Deb still insists that she wants Pugs cremated and I have checked several services in the area for the best price, but until we come up with the money Pugs will have to suffer through. She is being loved on and cuddled with every day. Pain medication helps the pain, and she is still loosing weight despite the fact she is eating. Only god knows her fate!

Goodbye

Pugs Yelped today, so I gave her the last of the pain medication. I am not sure how I will be able to manage her pain tomorrow. The sore around her eye is getting worse; the pain is almost unbearable for her, and she really doesn't deserve to suffer anymore. Deb isn't able to let her go, so once again I have to step up and call the pound. It breaks my heart knowing that I'll have to go through this alone, to live without my best friend, but no one donated, no one cares.

We have sold almost everything and all we have left is our mini fridge, freezer, washer and dryer, and lawnmower, but they will be sold in time as well. The bills took all our money, so there is nothing for food again this month. As soon as the freezer is completely empty, in about a few days, that will be sold. There is no point in having it if there is no food! Next month will be the washer and dryer, so if anyone wants it just send me an e-mail and we will work out the details. It is only 1 year old and still under warranty!

I am so tired of trying and if I knew someone who wanted my house I would gladly leave and let them move in and take over the payments. I know that my life long dream was to own my own home, but it is time to throw that dream away as well; the hell with it. We have never had good times in this place, never had a nice holiday, or weekend here, so why not let a family move into it and create special memories?

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GOODBYE!

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN

 

 

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN

 

 

The Tumor, The Sacrifice, and The Pain

Last night while I was administering Pugs medication I rolled her over to put the antibiotic cream on her stomach and noticed that the tumor's growth has reduced significantly. The only thing that I have been feeding her is garlic powder every other day, so garlic does help with Cancer. I am still waiting for the other herbs to arrive from Amazon. I think they may have been delayed due to the devastation Hurricane Sandy has caused. The garlic at least gives us hope that she still can be saved. 

The family has sold their refrigerator, stove, leather couch, and rocking chair for money to purchase the pain medication that Pugs requires. Being on disability because of the multiple sclerosis the family does not have the money to pay for Pugs life saving surgery. There is also no money available to purchase another service dog, so the family is doing all that they can to help Pugs.20 pounds a month is a lot for an MS patient to loose, but sacrifices are in order to even ease Pugs suffering, so the family has gone on a strict 300 calorie a day diet as an attempt to save enough money for Pugs pain medication. One way or another Deb is determined to be with Pugs!

Below is a movie that explains what the family is doing as an attempt to save their beloved service dog's life.